If i write you today it's because i am sad...
I am in the fog since my childhood but nobody saw it...
If i leave this world nobody will suffer from it
I have promised to somebody that i would resist for him
But it's too difficult with persons who destroy me
But for him and for the other persons who don't want to lose me i will say my problems...
Of my birth in my 10 years, i was alone without friends
When i moved i found my cousin, my only friend of moment
Then i found the other friends to the school until i change school
I was again alone with my worst enemy as friend during 4 years
During this 4 years, my cousin had numerous boyfriends but i nobody...
I was very sad and very alone until i enter the secondary school...
I was another person and i had puppy love (i cross the idiots)
I had my puppy love but also my first sorrow
then my secound sorrow of love and my third...
Then i have meet a person in whom i had a total confidence : my best friend.
Years pass we get closer then we eventually take away because of me
During all these years i had friends and i lost them because of me
I am nothing and i make that the evil around me
My friends and my family turn me the back or forgot me...
My cousin tells bad histories on me and turn everybody against me
But as i promised it i am going to fight and i say to those who don't love to me :
I ANNOY YOU!
GO TO THE DEVIL!
Ps : Je pense que pas grand monde à compris ma lettre mais je pense que ceux qui m'ont fait du mal reconnaitront les dernieres lignes...
Je veux remercier ceux qui m'aident à me battre car je n'ai évoqué que la solitude dans ma lettre et pas tout les problemes qui vont avec... Merci